It's Been ages since i UPDATE my blog...ok,having holi now...
i think i gotta vent out everything before i felt uneasy crazy or whatever it is....
Just the day,i found out u been talking behind or Right infront of me on phone to your
friend of yours by msges abt me.
& yet u think i didnt see anything...
Puting a smile infront of me is just so FAKE !
& i know thats a FAKE smile & me doing the same thing smiling back as if nothing happen.
i wonder why are u so kiddish angry abt such matters
& its really a small small matters...
Cos of that pulling me SPENDing money on expensive food which i alri told u in adv that i've limit spending the day.
& yet nvm
Every smile of yours just really FAKE that day
Seriously i dun enjoy going out with u
thinking twice how do i know u & treat u as a close fren
i should have listen to SISTA
she told me to get away from u
& yet now i regret for not listening....
The One who betray me once & yet the silly me..
The silly me to trust everything u say...
The mask on your face is DISGUSTING
I've no idea how to treat u as close friend anymore
cos
what've got is BETRAY from u....
More than dictionary to describe u....
& then everything u said its not by your bottom of your heart but just to make me happy or whatsoeva
I dunno u anymore...
Really no MORE!
Years after years i met different kind of friends..
& yet back to square...
we used to talk on all topics together
but now
i dun think its worth for me to do so...
i admit im naive
i admit im overly-trust people
i admit im silly enuff to believe in whateva u said
Let me choose again...
i won'nt wanna know u...
Somehow i thought that
" the one who is your closiest friend is the one who will betray u .."
Isn't this proven to be true?